me: seriously, I kind of have to do it secretly
like I'll tell you about it
but when I start making a big deal of shit, then I feel like I'm setting myself up to fail
I kind of got nervous about making that FB post about going down a dress size
but I was like "fuck it I'm excited"
I just hate it when people are all "what's your goal weight?" or "how much have you lost?"
because then it starts freaking me out
Alyson: Tell them
To shut it
Alyson: Your goal weight is happy